I have so many plans in my head.
I have so many places I want to go.
I have one month to be in Europe,
and I will be mostly by myself.
I am excited…that I will be going to all these beautiful places.
BUT I am also worried…..the idea of traveling along is somewhat intimidating.
The thing is, I have done this when I was young. I have been to New England by myself. I have been to London by myself. I have lived by myself during college. I thought I love being by myself. People do change in time, dont we?
When I was young, I always thought I could be a strong, independent woman one day. I thought I was courageous…I thought I was capable of doing so many things. I think I have grown into a person very different from what I thought I would be. Not necessarily saying it is a bad thing. It’s just different.
My family will be moving out of this apt that we have been living in since I was 5 some time next year. I feel like I really need to make a decision where I wanna be for the next couple of years…or even in the next decade. I need to make some plans. Do i wanna go back to the states? Do I wanna stay here?
BON VONYAGE! and time to go pack and tidy the room!
I will try to post something up here throughout my trip, so stay tuned! :)